THE VIDEO ABOVE ALONG WITH THE FOLLOWING BELOW SUMS UP THE BEFORE, DURING, & AFTER SENDING OUT AN S.O.S. A RESULT FROM MY LACK OF RESOURCES. MUCH GRATITUDE FOR SHERIFF PAUL FROM THE MENARD SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT.

DEFEATED

“The more west I get in Texas, The more alone I feel.”

BETWEEN

“A lot has happened between my arrival back to Houston till now.

Took longer than expected. Slept in my car more than expected. Spiraled through emotions which coincided a feeling I never expected; Or knew existed. Just when one thinks they’ve felt it ALL.

But hey— the journey is the destination. :)”

RESOURCES

“A brief collection of what the past week has looked like. I finished burying resources a couple days ago. I honestly have zero clue as to what I’m doing now.

Am I running? Am I filling a void?

During this process I managed to get pulled over. Unaware I’ve been driving with a suspended license — (Somehow) I was able to “word” my way into driving off, verses getting my car impounded & having to start my walk right then and there without having any of my resources put in place (just yet).

How’s that for a run-on sentence?

Why do I continue to convince myself that I can do this on my own?

I’ve lost most of my immediate support. Will I let my pride get the best of me? Do I continue to sit here, at a Denny’s in the middle of a desert waiting for a sign or an epiphany to kick me back into gear? Or am I posting this as my cry for help?

I’m just as confused as you are.”

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“Exhausted”

TO BE CONTINUED…